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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    1:15 pm
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    170
    Mansfield Park
    CHAPTER XXI
    SIR THOMAS’S RETURN made a striking change in the ways of the
    family, independent of Lovers’ VowsUnder his government,
    Mansfield was an altered placeSome members of their society sent
    away, and the spirits of many others saddened—it was all sameness
    and gloom compared with the past—a sombre family party rarely
    enlivenedThere replica rolex submariner was little intercourse with the ParsonageSir Thomas,
    drawing back from intimacies in general, was particularly disinclined,
    at this time, for any engagements but in one quarterThe
    Rushworths were the only addition to his own domestic circle which
    he could solicit
    Edmund did not wonder that such should be his father’s feelings,
    nor could he regret anything but the exclusion of the Grants“But
    they,” he observed to Fanny, “have a claimThey seem to belong to
    us; they seem to be part of ourselvesI could wish my father were
    more sensible of their fendi b very great attention to my mother and sisters
    while he was awayI am afraid they may feel themselves neglected
    But the truth is, that my father hardly knows themThey had not
    been here a twelvemonth when he left EnglandIf he knew them
    better, he would value their society as it deserves; for they are in fact
    exactly the sort of people he would likeWe are sometimes a little in
    want of animation among ourselves: my sisters seem out of spirits,
    and Tom is certainly not at his easeGrant would
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    even to my father
    “Do you think so?” said Fanny: “in my opinion, my uncle would
    not like any additionI think he values the very quietness you speak
    of, and that the repose of his own family circle is all he wantsAnd
    it does not appear to me that we are more serious than we used to
    be—I mean before my uncle went abroadAs well as I can recollect,
    171
    Jane Austen
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    We ate dinner at Zoria's, the restaurant Mary Ire
    had mentioned, and I let Wireman buy me a bourbon
    before the mealIt was the first truly stiff
    drink I'd had since the accident, and it hit me in
    a funny wayEverything seemed to grow sharper
    until the world was drenched with light and color
    The angles of things - doors, windows, even the
    cocked elbows of the passing waiters - seemed
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    like syrupThe swordfish I ordered was delicious,
    the green beans snapped between my teeth, and the
    creme brulée was almost too rich to finish (but
    too rich to leave)The conversation among the
    three of us was cheerful; there was plenty of
    laughterStill, I wanted the meal to be overMy
    head still ached, although the throb had slid to
    the back of my skull (like a weight in one of
    those barroom bowling games), and the cheap rolex bumper-tobumper
    traffic we could see on Main Street was
    distractingEvery horn-honk sounded ill-tempered
    and menacingI wanted the
    blackness of the Gulf and the quiet conversation
    of the shells below me as I lay in my bed with
    Reba on the other pillow
    And by the time the waiter came to ask if we
    wanted more coffee, Jack was carrying the
    conversation almost single-handedIn my state of
    hyper-awareness I could see that I wasn't the only
    one who needed a change of venueGiven the chanel white j12 watch low
    lighting in the restaurant and Wireman's mahogany
    tan, it was hard to tell just how much color he'd
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    lost, but I thought quite a bitAlso, that left
    eye of his was weeping again
    "Just the check," Wireman said, and then managed a
    smile"Sorry to cut the celebration short, but I
    want to get back to my ladyIf that's okay with
    you guys
    "Fine by me," Jack said"A free meal and home in
    time to watch SportsCenter? Such a deal
    Wireman and I waited outside the watch omega parking garage
    while Jack went to get the rented vanHere the
    light was brighter, but what it showed didn't make
    me feel better about my new friend; in the glow
    spilling out of the garage, his complexion looked
    almost yellowI asked him if he was okay
    "Wireman's as fine as paint," he said"Miss
    Eastlake, on the other hand, has put in a few
    restless, shitty nightsCalling for her sisters,
    calling for her Pa, calling for everything but her
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    3:23 am
    @@@@@In the Russian vernacular, the agent named
    @@@@@In the Russian vernacular, the agent named Orlov asked, “What the fuck for?”
    “Because I’ve had a vision from StNickolai the Good! Also, I’m your charitable superiorDo
    it!”
    “You’re not well, Dimitri
    “Do you wish a superb service report or one that will send you to Tashkent?”
    “I’m on my way, comrade
    Krupkin replaced the microphone in the dashboard receptacle“Everything proceeds,” he said
    haltingly, partially over his shoulder“If I’m to go down with either a crazed assassin or a
    convoluted lunatic who displays certain decencies, I imagine it’s best to choose the latterContrary
    to the most enlightened skeptics, there might be a God, after allWould you care to buy a house
    on the lake in Geneva, Aleksei?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    399
    “I might,” answered Bourne“If I live through the day and do what I have to do, give me a price
    “Hey, David,” interjected Conklin“Marie made that money, you didn’t
    “She’ll listen to me
    “What now, whoever you are?” asked Krupkin
    “Give me all the firepower I need from this trunk of yours and let me off in the grass just before
    the armoryGive me a couple of minutes to get in place, then pull into the parking lot and
    obviously—very obviously—see that the car is missing and get out of there fast, gunning your
    engine
    “And leave you alone?” cried Alex
    “It’s the only way I can take himThe only way he can be taken
    “Lunacy!” spat out Krupkin, his jowls vibrating
    “No, Kruppie, reality,” said Jason Bourne simply“It’s the same as it was in the beginningOne
    on one, it’s the only way
    “That is sophomoric heroics!” roared the Russian, slamming his hand down on the back of the
    seat“Worse, it’s ridiculous strate
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    1:15 pm
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    @@@@@Maybe even further to the ones who have real estate they shouldn’t have or who
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    “I repeat, any such list could be worthless
    “Not with your instincts
    “David, what the hell has any of this to do with Carlos?”
    “Part of the truth, AlexA dangerous part, I grant you, but foolproof and irresistible to the
    Jackal
    Stunned, the former field officer stared at his friend“In what way?”
    “That’s where your creative thinking comes inSay you come up with fifteen or twenty names,
    you’re bound to hit three or four targets we can confirm one way or anotherOnce we ascertain
    who they are, we apply pressure, squeezing them in different ways, delivering the same basic
    message: A former Medusan has gone over the edge, a man who’s been in protective custody for
    years is about to blow the head off Snake Lady and he’s got the ammunition—names, crimes, the
    locations of secret Swiss accounts, the whole Caesar saladThen—and this’ll test the talents of the
    old Saint Alex we all knew and revered—word is passed on that there’s someone who wants this
    dangerous, disgruntled turncoat more than they do
    “Ilich Ramirez Sanchez,” supplied Conklin softlyAnd what follows is
    equally impossible: Somehow—only God knows how—word gets out calling for a meeting
    between the two interested partiesThat is to say, interested in a joint assassination, the parties of
    the first part unable to participate actively, due to the sensitive nature of their high official
    positions, is that about it?”
    “Just about, except that these same powerful men in Washington can gain access to the identity
    and the whereabouts of this much desired corpse-to-be
    “Naturally,” agreed Alex, nodding in disbelief“They simply wave a wand and all the
    restrictions applicable to maximum-classified files are lifted and they’re given the information
    “Exactly,” said David firmly“Because whoever meets with Carlos’s emissaries has to be so
    high up, so authentic, that the Jackal has no choice but to accept him or themHe can’t have any
    doubts, all thoughts of a trap gone with their coming forward
    “Would you also like me to make baby roses bloom during a January blizzard in Montana?”
    “Close to itEverything’s got to happen within the next day or two while Carlos is still stinging
    from what happened at the SmithsonianI’ll set up shop here and have Langley send me what I need
    Four Zero security, of courseI hate like hell to lose whoever it is at the Mayflower
    “We may not,” said Webb“Whoever it is won’t fold so fa
    5:50 am
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    You know the answer to thatAnd that's who you are, Wanda
    But… but what if I could do both? What if I could save her life and keep everyone here safe at
    the same time?
    A heavy wave of nausea rolled in my stomach as I saw the answer I'd been trying to believe
    didn't exist
    The only wall I'd ever built between Melanie and me crumbled to dustAnd then screamed,NO!
    The answer I must have known I would findThe answer that explained my strange
    premonition
    Because I could save the SeekerWhat had
    Kyle said? A life for a life
    The Seeker stared at me, her dark eyes full of venom
    CHAPTER 50
    Sacrificed
    The Seeker scrutinized my face while Mel and I fought
    No, Wanda, no!
    Don't be stupid, MelYou of all people should see the potential of this choiceIsn't this what
    you want?
    But even as I tried to look at the happy ending, I couldn't escape the horror of this choiceThis
    was the secret I should die to protectThe information I'd been desperate to keep safe no matter
    what hideous torture I was put through
    This was not the kind of torture I'd expected: a personal crisis of conscience, confused and
    complicated by love for my human familyVery painful, nevertheless
    I could not claim to be an expatriate if I did thisNo, I would be purely a traitor
    Not for her, Wanda! Not for her!Mel howled
    Should I wait? Wait until they catch another soul? An innocent soul whom I have no reason to
    hate? I'll have to make the decision sometime
    Not now! Wait! Think about this!
    My stomach rolled again, and I had to hunch my body forward and take a deep breathI just
    managed not to gag
    “Wanda?” Jeb called in concernI could justify letting her die if she was one of those innocent souls
    3:23 am
    @@@@@"What color would you say that hamper
    @@@@@"What color would you say that hamper is?
    Dark brown? Or is it red?"
    Wireman gave me a strange look"In a black-andwhite
    photograph, it's hard to tell
    "Tell me how the storm led to the deaths of the
    little girls
    He opened the folder again and handed me an old
    news story with an accompanying photograph"This
    is from the Venice Gondolier, March 28th, 1927I
    got the original info on the netJack Cantori
    called the paper, got someone to make a copy and
    shoot me a faxJack's terrific, by the way
    "No argument there," I said
    "Who are these girls? No - don't tell meThe one
    on his left's MariaHannah's on his rightHannah's the one with breastsShe was
    fourteen in '27
    661
    We studied the fax sheet in silence for a few
    momentsE-mail would have been betterThe fax
    had annoying dark vertical lines running through
    it, blurring some of the print, but the headline
    was clear enough: STORM PROVES TREASURE-HUNTING
    BOON TO AMATEUR DIVERAnd the picture was clear
    enough, tooEastlake's hairline had receded a
    littleAs if to compensate, his narrow
    bandleader's mustache was now closer to a walrus
    And although he was still wearing the same black
    bathing singlet, it was now under severe stress
    and actually popped under one arm, I thought,
    although the picture's resolution wasn't quite
    good enough to be certainIt appeared Dad
    Eastlake had packed on some pork between 1925 and
    1927 - the B-movie actor would have trouble
    getting roles if he didn't start skipping desserts
    and doing more work in the gymThe girls flanking
    him weren't as sloe-eyed-sexy as their big sister
    - you looked at Adriana and thought about hot
    afternoons in a haymow, you looked at these two
    and wondered if they were getting their schoolwork
    done - but they were pretty in a not-quite-there662
    yet way, and their excitement shone out in the
    picture
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    1:23 pm
    @@@@@All ended well, the child found, but not
    @@@@@All ended well, the child found, but not until after
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    Which meant, of course, that spinster teacher was compromised, and
    Rhett had to marry herThe best part was that he'd been run out of
    town years when he refused to make an honest woman out of another
    girl
    I been indiscreet with"You'd think he would have learned to be
    careful after the time," Bart chortled"He must be a lot more
    absentminded than' appearsDon't you find that hilarious, Scarlett?
    Scarlett?" she gathered her wits"Speaking as a female, I'd say it
    serves MrHe has the look of a man who's caused a lot
    of girls a lot of trouble when he wasn't being absentminded John
    Morland whooped with laughterThe sound attracted Half Moon, who
    approached the fence warilyBart shook the bag of oatsScarlett was
    elated, and yet she felt like crying
    So that was why Rhett had been so quick to divorce and remarry
    What a sly boots Anne Hampton isShe had me fooled good and
    properMaybe it was just wretched luck for me that it took so
    long to find the stray orphanAnd that Anne is Miss Eleanor's special
    favoriteAnd that she looks so much like Melly
    Half Moon backed away from the oatsJohn Morland reached into a
    pocket of his jacket and found an appleThe horse nickered in
    anticipation"Look here, Scarlett," Bart said as he broke the
    apple
    "I've got something a bit ticklish to talk to you about He extended
    his open palm with one quarter of the apple on it for Half Moon"A bit
    ticklish!" If he only knew how ticklish his conversation had already
    bee
    5:50 am
    @@@@@"You wouldn't mind going to the hospital, I
    @@@@@"You wouldn't mind going to the hospital, I suppose
    "I just want to get fixed up The doctor's words made him uneasyWas that why he was here?
    "We got a report from the hospital today to watch out for malingerersHow do I know you're not faking the symptoms?"
    "There's some tests you can give me, ain't there?"
    "If there wasn't a war on He reached under his table, and handed Red a package of wound tablets"Drink these with a lot of water, and if you're faking the whole thing, just throw them away"Next man," the doctor said
    Red turned and strode out of the tent"That's the last goddam time I ever fool around with those fuggin medics He was quivering with rage He thought of the places he had slept, the park benches, and frigid hallways in the middle of the winter
    Red remembered a soldier who had died in the States because he had not been admitted to the hospitalHe had gone through training for three days with a fever because the post hospital had a rule that no men could be taken into the hospital unless their temperature was over 102The soldier had died a few hours after he came into the hospital on the fourth day; he had had galloping pneumonia
    Sure, they got it all figured out, Red thoughtIf they get ya to hate 'em enough you'll crack a nut before you'll go to 'em, and that way they keep ya on the lineOf course a guy dies every now and then, but what the hell's another guy to the Army? Those quacks get their orders to be sonsofbitches from the topHe felt a bitter righteous pleasure in the knowledgeYou'd think we weren't men
    But immediately afterward he knew that his anger also stemmed from fearFive years ago I woulda told that doctor offIt was one of the old jokers, and it was even worse in the ArmyA man had to take crap even if it was just by keeping his mouth shutYou don't last a month if you do everything you want, he told himsel
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    1:23 pm
    @@@@@ Jamie jumped lightly to his feet and then
    @@@@@ Jamie jumped lightly to his feet and then offered his hand to the old man Jeb groaned as he got up“And thanks to you, too,” he added in my direction
    “Most interesting conversation I've had in… well, probably foreverRest your voice up, Wanda,
    because my curiosity is a powerful thingAh, there he is! 'Bout time
    Only then did I hear the sound of approaching footstepsAutomatically, I shrank against the
    wall and scooted farther back into the cave-room, and then felt more exposed because the
    moonlight was brighter inside
    I was surprised that this was the first person to turn in for the night; the corridor appeared to
    house manyI got to talking with Sharon, and then I sort of dozed off
    It was impossible not to recognize this easy, gentle voiceMy stomach rolled, unstable, and I
    wished it were empty
    “We didn't even notice, Doc,” Jeb said“We were having the time of our lives hereSomeday
    you'll have to get her to tell you some of her stories–great stuffShe's got
    to be pretty worn out, I'd betWe'll see you in the morning
    The doctor was spreading a mat out in front of the cave entrance, just as Jared had
    “Keep an eye on this,” Jeb said, laying the gun beside the mat
    “Are you okay, Wanda?” Jamie asked
    I hadn't realized it, but my whole body was quiveringI didn't answer him–my throat felt
    swollen shut
    “Now, now,” Jeb said in a soothing voice“I asked Doc if he minded taking a shiftYou don't
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    5:56 am
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    @@@@@Even the magnificent
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    However there was something about the severe beauty of Julia
    Ashley's
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    she'd ever known and grand in a way she couldn't defineIt sat
    isolated in broad stretches of grass unadorned with garden, distant
    from the ancient huge live oak trees that were wide-spaced sentinels
    at
    the perimeter of the lawnSquare, made of brick with white-framed
    door and windows, the house was-"special," Scarlett whisperedNo
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    spared the torches of Sherman's ArmyEven the Yankees wouldn't
    dare
    insult the mighty presence before her eyesThere was a sound of
    laughter, followed by singingScarlett turned her headThe house
    awed and intimidated herFar to her left she saw expanses of strong
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    of the grassDozens of black men and women were working and
    singing
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    Why, they're field hands, tending the crop of whatever it isSo many
    of them, tooHer mind flew to the cotton fields at Tara that had once
    stretched as far as she could see, just as this strident green flowed
    without bounds along the riverOh, yes, Rosemary's rightThis is a
    real plantation, like a plantation's meant to be
    Nothing was burned, nothing was changed, nothing would ever
    change
    Time itself respected the majesty of Ashley Barony"It's good of
    you to meet with me, Miss Ashley," said RhettHe bowed over the
    hand
    Julia Ashley held out to him; the back of his ungloved hand supported
    it
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    gentleman would commit the impertinence of actually kissing the hand
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    both, Mr
    "You're miserably ill-groomed as usual, Rosemary, but I'm glad to see
    youIntroduce your sister-in-law My grief, she really is a dragon,
    Scarlett thought nervouslyI wonder if she expects me to curtsey?
    "This is Scarlett, Miss Julia," Rosemary said, smilin
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    @@@@@The figure waved her arms beneath the
    @@@@@The figure waved her arms
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    “Marie?” yelled Panov, rushing ahead of Conklin
    “That’s nice!” roared Alex, limping with difficulty up the wet slippery grass“You hear the
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    3:23 am
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    kelly bag hermes,used louis vuitton,chanel bag classic,omega seamaster gmt,gucci women watch@@@@@It's a matter of
    supreme indifference to me He closed his eyes, dismissing her from
    his sight and his attentionScarlett refrained with difficulty from
    slamming the door when she left the roomWhat a horrid old man!
    Still, she had gotten what she wantedShe smiled at her aunts
    "Everything's all right," she saidFor the remainder of the morning,
    and all afternoon Scarlett cheerfully went kelly bag hermes along with her aunts to
    leave their cards at the houses of all their friends and acquaintances
    in Savannah they hand-lettered in the lower left corner
    "Pour prendre conget take leave The custom had never beon
    observed
    in Atlanta, but in the older cities of coastal Georgia and South
    Carolina, it was a required ritual
    Scarlett thought it a great waste of time to inform people you used louis vuitton were
    leavingEspecially when, only a handful of days earlier, her aunts
    had worn themselves out leaving cards at the same houses to inform
    the
    same people that they had arrivedShe was sure that most of those
    people hadn't bothered to leave cards at the Robillard house
    Certainly there had been no callersOn Saturday she insisted on
    going
    to the train depot with them, and she saw to it that Pansy put chanel bag classic their
    valises exactly where they wanted them, in full view so that no one
    could steal themShe kissed their papery wrinkled cheeks, returned
    to
    the busy platform, and waved goodbye while the train chugged out of
    the
    station"We'll stop at the bakery on Broughton Street before we go
    back to the house," she told the driver of the rented carriageIt was
    still a long time until dinnerShe omega seamaster gmt sent Pansy to the kitchen to order
    a pot of coffee and then took off her hat and glovesHow lovely and
    quiet the house was with the aunts goneBut that was definitely a
    film of dust on the hall tableShe'd have to have a few words with
    JeromeThe other servants, too, if necessaryShe wasn't going to
    have things looking shabby when Rhett arrivedAs if he'd read her
    mind, Jerome appeared behind gucci women watch her
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    1:15 pm
    @@@@@This is a sort of talking which is very
    @@@@@This is a sort of talking which is
    very unpleasant to me But he
    was still talking on, describing his affection, soliciting a return,
    and, finally, in words so plain as to bear but one meaning even to
    her, offering himself, hand, fortune, everything, to her acceptance
    It was so; he had said itHer astonishment and confusion increased;
    and though still not knowing how to suppose him serious, she
    could hardly standHe pressed for an answer
    “No, no, no!” she cried, hiding her face“This is all nonsenseI can hear no more of thisYour kindness to William
    makes me more obliged to you than words can express; but I do not
    want, I cannot bear, I must not listen to such—No, no, don’t think of
    meBut you are not thinking of meI know it is all nothing
    She had burst away from him, and at that moment Sir Thomas
    was heard speaking to a servant in his way towards the room they
    were inIt was no time for farther assurances or entreaty, though to
    part with her at a moment when her modesty alone seemed, to his
    sanguine and preassured mind, to stand in the way of the happiness
    he sought, was a cruel necessityShe rushed out at an opposite door
    from the one her uncle was approaching, and was walking up and
    down the East room ill the utmost confusion of contrary feeling,
    before Sir Thomas’s politeness or apologies were over, or he had
    reached the beginning of the joyful intelligence which his visitor
    came to communicate
    She was feeling, thinking, trembling about everything; agitated,
    happy, miserable, infinitely obliged, absolutely angryIt was all beyond
    belief! He was inexcusable, incomprehensible! But such were
    his habits that he could do nothing without a mixture of evilHe
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    had previously made her the happiest of human beings, and now he
    had insulted—she knew not what to say, how to class, or how to
    regard itShe would not have him be serious, and yet what could
    excuse the use of such words and offers, if they meant but to trifle?
    But William was a lieutenantThat was a fact beyond a doubt,
    and without an alloyShe would think of it for ever and forget all
    the restCrawford would certainly never address her so again:
    he must have seen how unwelcome it was to her; and in that case,
    how gratefully she could esteem him for his friendship to William!
    She would not stir farther from the East room than the head of
    the great staircase, till she had satisfied herself of MrCrawford’s
    having left the house; but when convinced of his being gone, she
    was eager to go down and be with her uncle, and have all the happiness
    of his joy as well as her own, and all the benefit of his information
    or his conjectures as to what would now be William’s destination
    Sir Thomas was as joyful as she could desire, and very kind
    and communicative; and she had so comfortable a talk with him
    about William as to make her feel as if nothing had occurred to vex
    her, till she found, towards the close, that MrCrawford was engaged
    to return and dine there that very dayThis was a most unwelcome
    hearing, for though he might think nothing of what had
    passed, it would be quite distressing to her to see him again so s
    5:48 am
    @@@@@ It was Julia Wireman in miniatureThat same
    @@@@@
    It was Julia Wireman in miniatureThat same dark
    hair, framing a pale, perfect faceThose same
    dark solemn eyes
    "Esmeralda," Wireman said"The other half of my
    heart
    "Esmeralda," I saidI thought the eyes looking
    out of this photograph and the eyes looking up at
    Candy Brown in The Picture were almost the same
    But maybe all children's eyes are the sameMy arm
    began to itchThe one that had been burnt up in a
    hospital incineratorI scratched at it and got my
    ribs
    Wireman took the pictures back, kissed each with a
    brief, dry ardor that was terrible to see, and
    returned them to their transparent sleevesIt
    took him a little while, because his hands had
    picked up a trembleAnd, I suppose, he was having
    trouble seeing"You actually don't even have to
    412
    watch those old numbers, amigoIf you close your
    eyes you can hear them falling into place: Click
    and click and clickSome guys just strike lucky
    Hotcha!" He popped his tongue against the roof of
    his mouthThe sound was shockingly loud in the
    little sedan
    "When Ez was three, Julia signed on part-time with
    an outfit called Work Fair, Immigration Solutions
    in downtown OmahaShe helped Spanish-speakers
    with and without green cards get jobs, and she
    helped start illegals who wanted citizenship on
    the right roadJust a little storefront outfit,
    low profile, but they did a lot more practical
    good than all the marches and sign-wavingIn
    Wireman's humble opinion
    He pressed his hands against his eyes and drew a
    deep, shuddering breathThen he let his palms
    fall on top of the file-folder with a thump
    3:23 am
    @@@@@ “Eto srochno!” roared one of the escaping
    @@@@@
    “Eto srochno!” roared one of the escaping men, spinning around and panicked at the sight of the
    hissing, blinding flare
    “Skoryeye!” shouted another, passing three companions and racing toward the open section of
    the fenceAs the whirling searchlights continued their maniacal spinning, Bourne counted the
    seven figures as one by one they dashed away from the last car and passed through the opening,
    joining the excited crowds at the mouth of the tunnelThe eighth man did not appear; the highranking
    Spanish uniform was nowhere in sightThe Jackal was trapped!
    Now! Jason whipped out his last flare, yanked the release, and threw it with all his strength over
    the stream of rushing men and women at the guardhouseDo it, Ben! he screamed in silence as he
    removed the next-to-last grenade from the pocket of his field jacketDo it now!
    As if in answer to his fevered plea, a thunderous roar came from the tunnel, round after round of
    hysterical protestations punctuated by screams and shrieks and wailing chaosTwo rapid, deafening
    bursts of automatic gunfire preceded unintelligible commands over the speakers, shouted in
    RussianAnother burst and the same voice continued, louder, even more authoritative, as the
    crowd momentarily but perceptibly quieted down, only to suddenly resume screaming at full
    volumeBourne glanced over, astonished to see through the beams of the spinning searchlights the
    figure of Benjamin now standing on the roof of the concrete guardhouseThe young trainer was
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    shouting into the microphone, exhorting the crowd to follow his instructions, whatever they wereAnd whatever they were, they were being obeyed! The multitude gradually, then gathering
    momentum, began reversing direction—then, as a single unit, started racing back into the street!
    Benjamin ignited his flare and waved it, pointing to the northHe was sending Jason his own
    signalNot only was the tunnel shut down but the crowds were being dispersed without anyone
    being shot with the AK-47There had been a better way
    Bourne dropped to the ground, his eyes scanning the under sides of the stationary vehicles, the
    spewing flame beyond lighting up the open spacesA pair of legs—in boots! Behind the third
    automobile on the left, no more than twenty yards from the break in the fence that led to the tunnel
    Carlos was his! The end was at last in sight! No time! Do what you have to do and do it quickly! He
    dropped his weapon on the gravel, gripped the grenade in his right hand, pulled the pin, grabbed the
    5 with his left hand and lurched off the ground, racing forwardRoughly thirty feet from the car
    he dived back down into the gravel, turned sideways and heaved the grenade under the
    automobile—only at the last instant, the small bomb having left his hand, realizing that he had
    made a terrible error! The legs behind the car did not move—the boots remained in place, for they
    were just that, boots! He lunged to his right, rolling furiously over the sharp stones, shielding his
    face, curling his body into the smallest mass he could manage
    The explosion was deafening, the lethal debris joining the whirling beams of the searchlights in
    the night sky, fragments of metal and glass stinging Jason’s back and legsMove, move! screamed
    the voice in his mind’s ears as he lurched to his knees, then to his feet in the smoke and fire of the
    burning automobileAs he did so the gravel erupted all around him; he zigzagged wildly toward the
    protection of the nearest vehicle, a square-shaped vanHe was hit twice, in his shoulder and thigh!
    He spun around the wall of the van at the precise moment when the large windshield was blown
    away
    “You’re no match for me, Jason Bourne!” screamed Carlos the Jackal, his automatic weapon on
    rapid fir
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    1:15 pm
    @@@@@ “What the hell does that mean?” asked
    @@@@@
    “What the hell does that mean?” asked Armbruster swallowing most of his gin and tonic while
    wincing and holding his stomach
    “Drugs, chemicals, truth serums
    “What?”
    “This isn’t your normal ball game,” said Bourne, remembering Conklin’s words“We’ve got to
    cover all of the bases because there aren’t any constitutional rights in this series
    “So who are you?” The chairman of the Federal Trade Commission belched and brought his
    glass briefly to his lips, his hand trembling“Some kind of one-man hit team? John Doe knows
    something, so he’s shot in an alley?”
    “Don’t be ridiculousAnything like that would be totally counterproductiveIt would only fuel
    those trying to find us, leave a trail—”
    “Then what are you talking about?”
    “Saving our lives, which includes our reputations and our life-styles
    “You’re one cold prickHow do we do that?”
    “Let’s take your case, shall we? You’re not a well man by your own admissionYou could
    resign under doctor’s orders and we take care of you—Medusa takes care of you Jason’s
    imagination floated, making quick sharp forays into reality and fantasy, swiftly searching for the
    words that might be found in the gospel according to St“You’re known to be a wealthy man,
    so a villa might be purchased in your name, or perhaps a Caribbean island, where you’d be
    completely secureNo one can reach you; no one can talk to you unless you agree, which would
    mean predetermined interviews, harmless and even favorable results guaranteedSuch things are
    not impossible
    “Pretty sterile existence in my opinion,” said Armbruster“Me and the yapper all by ourselves?
    I’d kill her
    “Not at all,” went on the Cobra“There’d be constant distractionsGuests of your choosing
    could be flown to wherever you areOther women also—either of your choice or selected by those
    who respect your tastesLife goes on much as before, some inconveniences, some pleasant
    surprisesThe point is that you’d be protected, inaccessible and therefore we’re also protected, the
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    rest of usBut, as I say, that option is merely hypothetical at this junctur
    5:50 am
    @@@@@It was hard to tell with no animation in the
    @@@@@It was hard to tell with no animation in the face
    “They need you,” I went on, pleading nowYou know so much that I
    never knewHe deserves some helpYou've been a Healer
    for a while now; some of that care for the well-being of others must have rubbed off on you
    You'll like Doc, I think
    “Is your name Sarah? Emily? Kristin?”
    I stroked her soft cheek, but there was no response, so I took her limp hand in mine againI
    gazed at the blue sky through the holes in the high ceiling
    “I wonder what they'll do if Kyle never comes backHow long will they hide? Will they have to
    find a new home somewhere else? There are so many of themI wish I could
    help them, but even if I could stay, I don't have any answers
    “Maybe they'll get to stay here… somehowMaybe Kyle won't mess up I laughed
    humorlessly, thinking of the oddsKyle wasn't a careful manHowever, until that situation was
    resolved, I was neededMaybe, if there were Seekers looking, they would need my infallible
    eyesIt might take a long time, and that made me feel warmer than the sun on my skinMade
    me feel grateful that Kyle was impetuous and selfishHow long until we were sure we were
    safe?
    “I wonder what it's like here when it gets coldI can barely re-member feeling coldAnd what if
    it rains? It has to rain here sometime, doesn't it? With all these holes in the roof, it must get
    really wetWhere does everyone sleep then, I wonder“Maybe I'll get to find out
    Probably shouldn't bet on that, thoug
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